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Post  turntechGodhead on Mon Feb 04, 2013 12:06 am

probably will get nsfw eventually haha... also its not really split into chapters whoops

You know he's not your brother. Your brother is long gone. But that doesn't stop the flood of emotions when you see him. You see him, and all the pent up sadness and anger comes rushing out of you at once. You let out a scream of anger and lunge at him, sword unsheathed. He's confused and probably questioning your sanity, but you strife anyway. The fight isn’t long or particularly strenuous. You lose. His blade is at your throat and you don't know what it is, but he seems so much like your bro. You begin to cry. You cry and sob and wail. He drops his sword, leaning down, attempting to comfort you, but you push him away.

You get up and head straight for your room on the meteor. He doesn't follow. And somehow, that manages to make you feel worse. It only makes his similarities to your dead bro that much clearer. You pound your fists into the bed, trying to focus on anything but bro. Your mind is having none of that, and instead, you see his death, played over and over again in your mind. You can see the memories of alternate timelines. Different angles, different fights, but the outcome is always the same. Your brother, motionless on the ground, sword stabbed through his chest, the red blood a stark contrast to the off-white of his shirt. You remember the shock, thoughts of how it was probably just some elaborate prank, then, the realization that he was dead.

You avoid Dirk for a while. You don't make eye contact and when it is completely necessary to speak, you only use short sentences. He obviously doesn’t care that much and occupies himself with other things. He seems sad, like he’s missing someone. You think you remember hearing that he and the Egbert look-alike broke up or something. You don’t really know what happened. He never really talks to anyone but something about him is drawing you in, making you want to know him. But you know it's not for the right reasons. You need someone in place of your bro and Dirk is never going to be that person, but it doesn't stop you from hoping. Hoping he can make you feel loved, wanted, like there was someone who actually gave you a second thought. Knowing he'll never be bro hurts, but you can bury that hurt. ignore it, like all the other things you bury.i

Knowing he'll never be bro doesnt stop you. not at all. it doesnt stop you when you start talking more, becoming more familiar. When you start laughing around him, sharing your raps, talking about nothing in particular. When you start sitting closer to him, your fingertips brushing more frequently over his hands. It doesn’t even stop you when you begin to hold his hand. He doesn’t mind. You sense he isn’t particularly happy about it, but still does it.
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Post  PandaLily1214 on Sat Feb 09, 2013 8:15 pm

Thumbs up! bounce rabbit What a Face
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Post  apocalypseArisen on Wed Feb 27, 2013 12:59 am

u tryin to make me cry, bitch?
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